I HAVE FAILED IN MY MISSION

AS SHEPHERD OF THIS SHIP

Because I went out drinking with a surprise-coworker-friend-from-out-of-town and MISSED IT ALL and then I saw on tumblr that he apparently cried because of how much he loves her OR SOMETHING I DON'T EVEN KNOW and then I literally just camped on youtube for half an hour clicking REFRESH REFRESH REFRESH and-

There are no words.

And I'm still a bit drunk.

NO WORDS.

( SOMEHOW I FIND WORDS and also embedded video )