whininess and joy

Very Bad Day. Don't have the energy to go into details. I'm not sure there really are details. Mono has once again made me its bitch. Oh, and my trip is falling apart. These are not entirely unrelated. (I do think at least part of it can be reconstructed when I have more brain, though) *frustrated and full of hate at life and self*

But this is a PRACTICE, and so though I basically feel like I want to die and totally failed my day and everyone in it, I will grit out some joy and hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow :)

( joy sadhana )

Wow. That makes my day look a lot less useless and sucky. Feel lots better about myself and the world now! Yay!

-- Little Red, who thinks all practices should have such instant gratification.

p.s. mystic_isles000, w0lfstar and cat_b -- I will call you as soon as energy coincides with a decent time of day! Soooon!